Saturday, October 16, 2010

Love, they've been talking about u.


Love, what happens to love? Where is love? Everyone around me is talking about you. Heartaches, newly blossomed love, true love, and other significant relations of love.

Why are they talking much about love while I won't be able to talk much about it.

The truth is, I hate romantic love. Why? Simply because my love won't be reciprocated because I will be having a cursed love affair. I'm gay and I fell in love with my same sex. I kept on hiding this truth to the point that I am fooling my own self.

A love that can't be approved, a love that is considered as cursed. This kind of love will remain to most of the people in this world.

Yes, I am in love right now. But I have no choice but to deny it in-front of him. If he only knew how I admired him for being such a guy who is very responsible, intelligent, respectful and honest. He is the type of guy who will never leave you in times of trouble, a great friend indeed.

As a matter of fact, I am questioning God on why He made me gay. Is he punishing me? or is this just a way to simply remind me that I am taking the wrong way?

FOR LOVE IS THE ONLY THING THAT RUNS THE WORLD, WHEN WOULD I FIND TRUE LOVE?

When would my LOVE STORY be read?

All I can do is just... WAIT!

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